Today I visited Janet to record her thoughts, she told me more about her life, a lot of personal thoughts, at the end of her interview she had just been telling me about a man she had worked with on a mental health ward who had been to prison for murder,  when they were in conversation he had stopped and said said he would never hurt her and she was comforting him and sympathising when she thought out loud..

“There was me giving out all this advice I’m still living in the past I can’t move forward, I can’t! I keep thinking about: Will I ever drive again? Will you ever go on holiday again? What happens when the stair carpet wears out? What happens when my tumble dryer is not working? What happens when my Cooker is not working properly? Washer and dryer touchwood? Hoovers okay No carpet down here Two rugs that need a bloody good steam clean   I’ve got “NO MONEY” I want to get myself a job I want a couple of days supply teaching I’ve got to “STOP DRINKING” and I can’t And I don’t know what to do I don’t think I have got much more to say Any ideas!   We sat in silence”.